Cursed face

well, the acne on my face really embarassed me,being inferior of someone is hard for me

especially in School, my friends used to mingle with others but for me mingle with others is unusual especially girls. Sometimes when i went to school i usually down my face to the road in order to hide my face from passersby and one of the hard situation of me is the special gatherings like parties, field trips, swimming with my Highschool classmates. i usually lurking in a corner of the place sitting alone and watching them while enjoying.

talking about cure well,even if i apply soaps and other procedures my acne keep going back and im tired of it.

other televesion shows

reminding that physical structure is not matter. well i guess its true for others but for me its barely not true.

talking about girls, geeez im little bit afraid of them("shy") heheheh. well, sometimes i dream about someone.. beauty queens like karla paula henry and zara aldana haaaaayyyyyyyyyzzzzzzzzzz.... in dream nothing is impossible but i know they are only in my dreams...so sad......

well, talking about teasing me in a hurtful way is not unusual for me blahhhh im immune of it

since highschool but sometimes it penetrates ouch !!!....well i dont mind it..first i was sad and i looked myself down but i keep fighting of it and not letting it be a big hindrance of me...... Sometimes i doubted the blessing of Almighty God

that was given to me, my prayers that was not hear..well i guess God has a plan.

all i can do for now is keep going to the flow of my life, being faithful to God, Searching of a gift inside of me, be who i am and be thankful of what i have and keep in the Right way coz i am hoping someday i will find my true happiness !!........